Couldn’t be Love

Once upon a time

I ever asked my self, could I love something more than anything

Now, I just found that maybe I couldn’t

I have my own things

Something that I should love most

Not being selfish, but it is something more about dignity

I have my life

I have to live it up with anything I have

Maybe, the universe would help me then

Now, those selfish words comes from your mouth

In the dark shadow night, full moon and cold

You asked me to love you, to give anything I have

For your pleasure, I guess

I ever thought that I would be able to give love for you, but not

I ever thought that I would do anything to proof my feeling, but not

I need to love my self at the first place, certainly.

Maybe, this is about timing

This kind of love just appeared to show that love is unpredictable

We are the actor, but never assumed that we couldn’t make our own history

When the time has come

We will know the time to challenge our fate

Not just waiting, but take steps

Do not ask me the question ever

Because I know, the time will come someday

The answer is just waiting in some random ways

then, we could find it by any chances

but, it couldn’t  be love

anyway

Jakarta, 20 January 2013

01.27 Wib

M & M